ANDREW ANTHONY SAVARD -

Condolences & Memories (13 entries)

• Hello, daddy I haven't wrote to you in a while. I had many many times I wish I could talk to you. Get your opinions or advice on things. Life is tough honestly without the rock that held everything together and always knew how to make things better. I'm having a hard time with past issues and can't move forward due to everything life has handed me. The day you left my life has been a struggle and it's not cause of you as much as missing you that's one thing I do. But past relationships and current one that I feel like being happy I shouldn't be or don't deserve. I'm used to not being and the men in my life making it so I can't be. I dunno how to be happy and I wanted things for my future. I wanted to get married I wanted you to be there. I wanted you to see me get married and be happy. I don't think it's in the cards for me. I either get treated badly or in this case with a man that doesn't truly know what he wants or if he wants to marry me. It's enough that I love you isn't in his vocabulary. And i cant read him. I cant read minds. I gave you your first and second granddaughters those moments where you got to hold them for the first time I can't ever forget. I remember the happiness they brought you. You told me and John to make you a grandson. I did but not with him. I wish you were here to meet him he'd love you. I don't regret the relationship with George but I do regret staying in the abusive relationship as long as I did. I should've learned from my relationship with John. Now I'm with someone else that I have hard times trusting and Hard times not trying to see every fault and want to protect myself and always on high alert. TRUST doesn't come easy after what I been threw over and over. I wish I could talk to you I wish I could hear your voice and get your advice. I keep thinking what would my dad say. I dunno what to do. When I'm having a hard time or rough day I had you to talk to you were one call away and willing to listen. Your were the best listener. I needed and appreciated that growing up. I love you and miss you. I will write you again. Love your one and only daughter. ❤️ - Posted by: Amanda Savard (Daughter) on: Jan 11, 2024

• Hey grandpa, I know I haven’t written in awhile Life’s just been a roller coaster lately reminding me of you every little turn I take in life. I can’t help but miss you, miss your hugs, your kisses, your voice and just everything about you. I miss my grandpa…everyone I was close to on moms side of the family you all aren’t here anymore and it honestly sucks cause I feel like I have no family to visit anymore. I wish I could come by to come visit like I used to. I just miss and love you so so much I can’t believe it’s been 11 years without you…I hope your doing good up there and having fun i will see you eventually I love you so so much and I will talk to you again soon. - Posted by: Falicity Hagman (Granddaughter ) on: Aug 07, 2022

• Hi dad I haven't written In a while. Today is your grandsons 7th birthday. I think about you and how you always tryed your hardest to put a smile on everyone's face. Today I really wish I could hear your voice and talk to you. You may not always have the answers for me but you always made me feel better after talking to you. Life has been tough and harder threw these times with covid and everything else going on. Raising kids in this decade is tough. But cause you raised me and taught me everything you did I'm grateful. All the love and patience you gave me I know I can do this. I wish you were here to enjoy the milestones your grand babies are going threw. I know you are proud and watching over them. I hope your still by my side ♥️ I don't feel you here as much as I did. But I know in my heart you are and will be here when I need you. I can't believe it's been this long already I love you and miss you. Hope your having fun where ever you are and watching us all grow. Sending hugs and kisses up to you. - Posted by: Amanda (Daughter) on: May 26, 2022

• I have been thinking a lot about you lately everything has been reminding me of you I hate that I’m slowly forgetting what your voice and laugh sounds like I just miss you so much you were taken too early from this world me and mom went to that park you used to take me to all the time they built a new play structure that has probably now been there for a few years but they haven’t changed the swings, monkey bars or the waiting pool it’s almost like I remember over 10 years and I haven’t been to that park since you brought me there so many memories that came flooding back when I walked up to the park I’m forever gonna miss you I love you so so so much I just wish heaven had visiting hours I could talk and see you again - Posted by: Falicity (Granddaughter ) on: Sep 13, 2021

• Hi dad, as fathers day is near, I've been thinking of you. I'm gunna light a candle and celebrate Father's day with you even though your In heaven and I'm here on earth. I know you will be watching and with me in spirit. It's still hard. There many things that remind me of you in life here on earth. Have so many moments where it's like oh my dad would've loved this or one of his favorite songs Is playing. These memories is great but hard to cause it still hurts not having you here. As much as I understand death and reincarnation. I still hate that you were taken from us so young. I think you deserved more years with us. But maybe that's me being greedy. I know your still here with me watching over us and guiding us. I do have this black crow he comes to visit me daily in my back yard. I hope all the time that it's you checking in on us and presenting yourself. I try to believe that people do come back as something else. Either reborn or reincarnation into a animal of some sort. Well this father's day I'm celebrating with you by lighting a candle for you and wishing you a happy Father's day. Cause in my heart your the best father a girl can ask for. I love and miss you. Hugs🤗 and kisses💋. - Posted by: Amanda Savard (Daughter) on: Jun 05, 2021

• This past week has been very tough. I've been thinking cause grandma aka your mother is now up in heaven with you. I've been having a hard time with this as your passing has been tough and having grandma by my side and someone that I care about almost as much as you. It's hard cause now you both are gone. You guys are together and enjoying your reuniting I hope. But here on earth I miss you both and her passing makes me feel alone. I'm missing you and that's hard and now missing grandma. I miss your voice, the advice you give, the random calls asking how your baby girl and grandbabies are doing, I miss your jokes and sense of humor, your hugs and kisses, your smiles. I wish you were here even when something bad happens or someone passes you always knew the right things to say and you seemed so strong and held it together even though I know you were torn and hurting to. We think of you often and your always there in our hearts. I love you more then anything. Ttyl - Posted by: Amanda savard (daughter) on: Jul 04, 2020

• In August it will be 9 years without you and it just keeps getting harder and harder without you. I need to hear your voice again, I need to be able to talk to you about anything that’s on my mind, I need you to be here I miss you so much and I love you with all of my heart. It hurts without you I don’t know how to deal with everything going on rn. - Posted by: Falicity Hagman (Granddaughter ) on: May 19, 2020

• yesterday august the 7 was 6 years ago that you passed its been a very long hard 6 years i really miss you. I cant handle not seeing you everyday im in grade 9 now i wish i could see you again and hear your voice i miss you so much it isnt fair why did you have to go so early!!!! - Posted by: falicity (grandchild) on: Aug 06, 2017

• It's been almost 6 years since you passed away I miss you dearly and I hope that your doing ok it's been a long hard 5-6 years without you but we made it and missing you dearly I wish you were still here I miss you a lot and i love you a lot I miss visiting you after school I miss everything I miss your voice I miss you - Posted by: Falicity (Grandchild ) on: May 07, 2017

• it has been 5 years since your passing. I wish you were here to see my brother which is 9 months old. he has been growing to be a big boy. he crawls and is almost walking. he tries to talk but no words come out. he is such a handsome baby. that sweater is still going, it's hanging on my door nut I love you - Posted by: falicity (grand daughter) on: Mar 07, 2016

• il ove you grandpa and I miss you. it's been 3 years and mom loves you and really misses you. love you grandpa - Posted by: falicity () on: Nov 18, 2013

• Ever since my grandpa died we in me and my mom and my sister are having bad luck and i miss him and I love him so so much - Posted by: falicity (no relationship) on: Apr 13, 2013

• Your sudden passing shocked alot of us. The day before your passing I saw you and you looked great. It's been 9 months since you left us and it's been a hard and lonely 9 months. There's alot you have missed, your grandbabies miss you dearly they think and talk about u alot. You were the best father and grandfather anyone can ask for you always put others first and made ppl laugh with your great sense of humor that no one will forget. Your life was short and that wasn't fare but now ur safe and I will see you when my time comes. I love you and miss you dearly wish you were here with us. You brought me up great I take after you. Caring loving and enjoy life I live cause of all you have done now cause of u I'm a smart adult and I say it's all cause of you. Love you daddy the girls say love you grandpa. - Posted by: amanda savard (daughter) on: May 27, 2012